Fanfiction

So I used to love writing fanfiction like a ton when I wad younger because you know I had the time when I was a teen. Lately I've been finding myself writing it on and off here and now but literally the only thing keep me from writing consistently is the fanfiction curse. If you don't know what it is it's basically that your life start to fall apart once you start writing fanfiction. I know it just like a silly little inside joke amongst people who read fanfiction since author notes are always super out of pocket but like I can't help but be scared. Maybe it's just my terrible anxiety talking lol.