HELP IM OBSESSED

I literally love Gerard way so much and I can’t handle it. I’ve had hyperfixations before but this is different omg omg I literally just un ironically rephrase “it’s not a phase I swear” but anyway I could literally listen to mcr all day and over and over. I can’t explain it but his voice is just so cool and he’s so just awesome like wow wow wow I neeed to be this man so much. I need someone to relate to because I’m going through this alone everyone of my friends think I’m weird and I could never explain this to them or I’d be shunned I keep all my love for my chemical romance bottled up and it eats away at my soul im not even kidding I feel like I’m going crazy