alone

it’s a different feeling to go thru a lot and once things begin to get better nobody understands that fear of everything going to shit again. being at a point where u had no one and now coming to have more than ever, it feels weird. i have a loving girlfriend and family now, but i still feel alone in my own domain. nobody truly understands me how i wish someone would. my girlfriend understands me more than anyone but even still there’s some things she won’t get. that’s fine but ya know.. alone