Hyper fixations

Ever since I was a small, stupid little kid, I've gotten overly obsessed with little things I find, which could be shows, items, foods, words, smells, things like that. Every time I get a hyper fixation, it makes me happy in the beginning, happy that the thing I like exists, I guess. But, overtime, it gets overwhelming. Like, when I go online, that's the only thing I see, when I walk outside, that's all I think of. It all feels stressful and repetitive. The worst of it all, though, is finding a new fixation. Since I liked the previous fixation so much and for so long, my mind makes me believe I can't let it go, or else it would hurt its feelings or feel betrayed, so I feel stuck with the same thing for a long time. I get it that they don't have emotions or anything, but it still hurts my soul just leaving something like that. It's the same feeling for me as being friends with someone for a really long time, and then finding someone you relate with more, and have more fun hanging out with. It's soul-crushing to just, walk away from that person, just because someone else is cooler. And, I know you can have multiple fixations at once, but I end up focusing on one more than the other. You might've seen in my other blogs that they were just about new hyper fixations I got. I find it really hard for me to let go of things, I guess. It's really annoying, and other people tend to get annoyed by it too :(