Future Date (I'm anxious)

Hi again (◍•ᴗ•◍)

Ok, I feel like I want to talk about it with you, guys (even if no one is reading this)

Maybe, just maybe, I go on a date. I'm really happy.

I didn't tell you before, but I have a boyfriend. He's so sweet, he always does everything for me and I'm very happy with him. But recently I wasn't very happy.

You know when you feel like you're doing a lot and the other person isn't doing anything? That's how I was feeling.

I ended up not telling him this (in other words, I made a mistake). When I wasn't well, I ended up vomiting everything I was feeling into him. There was a bit of a bad atmosphere between us because of that... 

But just as I messed up, I fixed it. 

I apologized and then decided to do what I always should have done: tell him what I want him to do.

He's a good boy, in the end, he just wants to please me and make me happy. And I always keep forgetting that.

So, I asked him to ask me out on a date. And of course he said he would do it. 

I'm so happy. Sometimes I forget how such simple things change my mood so quickly. I know it will take a few days, because we will probably only go out on the weekend. But I'm already dreaming about what that will be like.

He asked me for a list saying how I wanted it to be. It was a little embarrassing to write it, but I did it and showed it to him. He said it was okay and he would do his best so I could enjoy this day the way I wanted.

I feel like (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+

You understand, right? 

Well, sorry for it, I just wanted to talk about something that make me feel good. Also, sorry for the bad english (´ . .̫ . `)

See you soon!