2am translation

Because I would have been happy if he gave me the attention I needed

Because I would have been happy if she gave me the attention I needed

All I wanted was love

I know I'm paying sin, but it wasn't necessary to be like this

All at once

And who knows for how long

The mirror hates me

I know

You hate me

Why do you lie?

I loved him like I never did

— you never were by my side

I love her the same way

— I became obsessed over someone that'll never look at me with the same eyes and desires like me

All I wanted was to love

But not like that 

I overthink every morning

I lie every evening

I cry every night

For me

You were temporary

That's what I told myself after the third time

You are now what I look for

I'll never tell what I feel

And to future

What I once felt

I'll close myself again

Because I wasn't worth for anyone

Unworthy for you

Unworthy for me

You don't get it

right?

doesn't matter how many times I say it

Because you'll never know of me

Just like him

Let me relapse

My wish isn't to be reborn

Here in my nest of sorrow

I feel peace

Not him nor her will ever know what once was my love

For once they know

I won't be here