i talked it out bc yea

i talked it out w my bf about the whole thing because it just kinda came up. i was never really mad at what happened i was just mad i nevert got to speak out my feelings to him and how it hurt when they betrayed me

i said a whole lot and it did make me feel almsot instantly feel better.

anyways i trust that everything from now on will go on well.

if he messes up again i will get brokeheartsyndrome

i imagine a future with him. im just worried that something might happen and ill just feel the end of a breakup again. it hurt so much the first time and i was like "whyyu does it feel like when someone dies." i

which reminds me of all the people who have died in my life. its the same except one side, youll never see them again no matter what and the other side, is if it u let urself return to them.