REFRESHING AS FUCKKKK

So far my new job has actually been pretty good. I think I have serious motivation problems when it comes to actually keeping a job or even liking one. My last job as a server I knew I'd hate from the beginning. I am honestly horrible at interacting with people for long periods of time. I just get embarrassed or exhausted. And people are so rude to service workers for some reason, like bro? we are literally getting your food. ur not the only one here. this is a dennys what do u expect *cries*. Anywayssss 

new job. still sorta food service I guess but i work at a daycare kinda, the kids are pretty  cool. i mostly just wash dishes which has kinda been hell on my hands tbh, they are so dry.. so i got a hand mask and it kinda worked. The people are all super nice, the hours aren't too long or short, I still feel motivated when I get out of work, the time isn't very late, like its still bright out, and I don't have to wake up very early which is nice. I wish the pay was better tho, but I guess I can ask for a raise or something next year, maybe.. I think I want to keep this job for a while. 

I would never want to do it by myself tho, im being trained for that but jesus my coworkers did a lot of stuff by herself before I started working there. Be nice to your food preparers folks!