Ever wanna be

Fiction? Now hold on, lemme explain. I've been wicked into Sally face recently right? Sal's friend group seems so epic. Sal and Larrys friendship especially. They have the same interests, most of live in the same apartment building, they trust each other and get along! Man, I wish friends were real, yk? Like, whenever I talk to anyone it's just me rambling about my music and them trying to get out of the conversation. I haven't been asked to hang out in like two years. I just don't get how your supposed to find people that actually wanna be your friend. Everybody else seems to know eachother, and bad news about me from someone "up top" on my school's stupid social hierarchy is never in low supply. So what do I do? Find online friends? Texting is fucking terrifying, and tbh I have yet to find someone on the Internet with the same humor as me. Everyone just seems so ... Copypastay. If that makes sense. Alright this months complain session is officially over and out. See ya internet.