important /srs

i dont think anybody noticed at all (/nm btw we really dont mind im just glad we havent been chased down and spammed this entire time) but weve been off spacehey for like months. wevebarely been on discord either and when we do were just there for a few minutes then ditch because its usually jsut us trying to gwet the confidence to talk to people again ansd give up after a message or two or just checking up. i dont know whats happening. if you know us irl, we may seem fine but holy shit its not okay its literally not okay.

weve been doing horrible in the head i dont know where it came from. im so sorry to the people that know us personally im so sorry. we still care so much we just have been so stressed and shit from just the internet and i dont know why. discord makes us so paranoid and so does spacehey weve just been ghosting everyone we love except for one person which only one person in our system talks to really. he fronts so much the rest of us dont really get a chance to get through and at this point we dont care (especially me) because were just not fit for it right now fuck.

if our status on spacehey or discord says dni, please take it seriously. im sorry. if it says dni and we talk to you youre allowed to respond but dont feel forced to. i dont know when were gonna get better i really dont know im so sorry

and to juno (your entire system), im so sorry. we love you so much and im so so sorry fuck we love you so so mcuh please dont ever doubt that.

and to sai, dont worry about kets. he loves you very very much hes doing a bit better than the rest of us but he doesnt like to admit the whole online paranoia thing as well.



again im sorry. - miles (m1v)