Feelings abt the first day of school

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I'm scared abt making friends, what if they judge me???? I'm actually regretting getting into a tecnic school, but it'll be worth it right? at the end, I know I'll get atleast one friend and when I graduate I'll have a title (i think) and possibly a job alr. Being 6 years there HAS to be worth it. Right? I'm scared that at the end I'll just live a boring life. I want to be recognized. I want to get better in art and be recognized before I die. It's stupid. I know these thoughts are stupid and I should just chill and try to make a friend or two and study so I can have a job.

Even if i'm not sure what I want to be when I grow up. I just want my art to be recognized.

I think I got carried away into a topic that doesn't have shit to do with the actual topic of this blog entry.

I wonder how the people there are...teachers from 7th grade says that when they go to school they find 13 year olds smoking marijuana or shit like that. I won't get into drugs or smoking. I don't want to. I hope my classmates are normal, but not too normal...like...we also need some chaos or shit will be boring :/

Wonder if there will be a stupid machist homophobic idiot on there

It's mostly boys in my class from what I saw...well I mean....it's a tecnic school... but oh well, 7 girls. Should friend atleast one.

I want to be in a trio...but also not forget my friendgroup with the friends I made in primary...It overwhelms me having too much friends and trying to keep my friendship with them but...I know we will somehow keep our friendship.

I hope.

Now i'm going to eat breakfast since i'm finally hungry

I swear, IF TODAY WE HAVE P.E. JUST IN MY FIRST DAY OF MY PERIOD, I SWEAR

I don't think we will anyway, for 2 weeks it will be just introduction...boring

Imagine if I found a Lacey fan or an Imigrantes Road fan

that would be so cool

I don't think I will but there's gotta be someone who knows Lacey, I mean, it's unpopular but not as much as Imigrantes Road, I always find someone who has atleast heard abt Lacey :p

Hope there's a "weirdo" like me, or just someone who I find easy to talk with.

Would be cool

making friends would be cool