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half a dozen in already!!!
content warning
blatant references to suicide
well, more (consensual) murder but there is a line about slitting wrists so
this disturbs me if that's any disclaimer
like if you genuinely care about your mental health, just don't
even if you don't, just don't
so before i actually hand them over, a few things to note:
1. if you, for some reason, want to use them, you cannot without asking me first. make a comment and send me a friend request and then we can talk from them
2. these are bad. i know that. no need to point it out.
3. i have melodies in mind but i don't have any idea how to articulate them so aaaaaa
4. i'm going with the order i wrote these in for the parts so this is the sixth i ever wrote
title: i don’t want to die (but for you i’ll make an exception)
meaning: it's about my extremely violent fantasies (i'm aware it's fucked up no need to tell me)
lyrics start now:
can’t you believe my wrists are clean?
would you come and slit them please?
destroy me physically
can’t break the broken mentally…
honestly i’m healthy
and i’d do nothing to hurt me
but if it were you
i’m begging you to kill me!
makes me want to throw up
but that’s the part that i like
i may be slightly sadistic
but i’m definitely masochistic
crying on the floor for you
begging you to break me too!
you seem to have it all wrong…
i don’t wanna die,
i want to be killed by your hands!!!
choke me out
drown the vows
while my insides turn to outsides now
i’m too much of a coward to do this
so please do it for me
i know this is not healthy.
god i’m fucked up, can't you see!?
why do you care for me?
maybe cause i keep it all inside
and you don’t know the horrid things in my mind…
(ehe… i love to imagine your terrified face if i told you all this…)
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