lyric idea pt.3

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so before i actually hand them over, a few things to note:

1. if you, for some reason, want to use them, you cannot without asking me first. make a comment and send me a friend request and then we can talk from them

2. these are bad. i know that. no need to point it out.

3. i have melodies in mind but i don't have any idea how to articulate them so aaaaaa

4. i'm going with the order i wrote these in for the parts so this is the third i ever wrote

title: if i were to

meaning: it's rather self explanatory

lyrics start now:

personally, i don’t think there’s a god

if there is, then that god is a fraud

i should be dead dead on the floor where i stand

yet im here, crying instead

i don’t know why i wanna die

yet religion makes me oh so writhe

another cult here and another cult there

established or not, i really don’t care

why pray on the souls of the weak

when it’s so much easier to prey on the meek?

i don’t understand your stupid society

it keeps making laugh when i should scream

kill your pain in ecstasy

kill your pain in food, please

kill your pain in

kill your pain in

it doesn't fucking matter anyways

upper class america

living the dream

golden child, perfect grades to beat

i’m so damned lucky, aren’t i, me?

why do i need to drown any pain?

why do i want my life to go away?

why do i smile when crying’s okay...?

if i were to...

jump off a building

would you cry?

drown in a river

would you mind?

take that knife and

slit my own throat

would you even notice?

would you even know?

overdose on tylenol

numb my pain in midol

doesn’t really matter how i go

they say that suicide’s easy though

so why can’t i go through?

i don’t know!

why does your smile bring me joy?

why do you even care for this stupid boy?