lyric idea pt.1

remember me mentioning in that post i made like a few minutes ago that i had some lyric ideas? yeah? boo get jump scared by shitty lyrics

so before i actually hand them over, a few things to note:

1. if you, for some reason, want to use them, you cannot without asking me first. make a comment and send me a friend request and then we can talk from them

2. these are bad. i know that. no need to point it out.

3. i have melodies in mind but i don't have any idea how to articulate them so aaaaaa

4. i'm going with the order i wrote these in for the parts so this is the first i ever wrote

title: i actually haven't come up with one for these

meaning: honestly, i made these as just a general vent about my life

lyrics start now:

“life is meaningless” sounds like

the words of a pessimist whose life’s unkind

when they come from the golden child

they sound absolutely wild

take my hands

to my throat

that would kill me?

wow i didn’t know!

i live for one sole purpose

so stupid… i don’t deserve this!

you would’ve taken a noose to your neck

had i not seen this mess

fucking damn it! you’re all left that’s worth it

i have friends,
a loving family,

yet it seems there’s no one left for me

no one but you

you’re my purpose

my true heart

sent from the surface

what is the point of a life…

when it doesn’t want to survive?

he? she? what does it matter…?

this ghost of you

is all that’s left for this writer…

i’ll write, show you my perspective

i’ll write till you finally get it!

you’re all that matters to me!

this writer can no longer be set free!

give me part of your lecture

i'm not done till there’s no more lecterns!

i’ll show you a story,

my bleeding heart as an allegory

don’t give in to death itself!

i’ll drag you out of there,

going through hell!

“my life is meaningless” sounds like

the words of a writer who’s unkind

to all those they don’t trust

pierce my heart, bury me to dust

what is the real truth of angels

when they say you are a devil?

i am just a golden child

who has gone absolutely wild

take my hands
to that knife

that will kill me? not like i mind!

i live for one sole purpose

and i absolutely deserve this!

you can’t take a noose to your neck

not until i’ve shown you this!

there is no one who loves me

no one but you

you’re my purpose

my true heart

sent from the surface!

my life without you

it’d tear me into two…

please stay alive for me!

this selfish wish is all i need…

i’ll write, show you my perspective-

fuck it. i need you to see this.

i’ll write, till you see my perspective

i’ll write till you finally get it!

you’re all that matters to me!

the one thing that’s real to me!

i will sit through your lecture!

i’m still not done even though there are no more lecterns!

ah…

i’ll show you a story,

my bleeding heart as an-

don’t give in to death itself!

i’ll drag you out of hell!

it’s all worth it if it’s for you!

don’t you dare tie that noose!

i’ll show you a story,

my bleeding heart as an-

al-le-gory