been a while

hi! i've been away since my finals and i finally got the chance to come back here. looking back at my first entry, there were many things i wanted to change about my life and myself. and thankfully things started to change the way i want. i have been having problems with acne for a looong time and had breakouts so often (i still do sometimes) however my skin is finally getting better. i went to a dermatologist during my school break and started a treatment and so far things are going nice.

i also wanted to try new things and live more. and i've been doing that too! i started to learn how to knit and also how to play piano. currently i'm bad at both buuut taking baby steps for now. however there's something else even better. i've learned how to spend time on my own. what i mean is that i used to feel so bored and wouldn't have anything to do whenever i was left alone but now i realized that it isn't so bad in fact it is even better. i like being alone.

and lastly, i hate calculus. just as i thought it wouldn't get any worse it kinda did during finals lmao. it was a 4 credit course and my gpa rn is sooo low (considering my standarts) because of it and im kinda thinking about retaking it during one of the next semesters. but for now i'll just focus on my current courses so my gpa doesnt get any lower (thats impossible rn anyways).

this is all for now! i hope everyone is safe and healthy. cya