Welp, not doing that again.

Well, I'm back home already. Hanging out with the old friends was so awkward and uncomfortable. I expected it to be slightly uncomfortable, but it was slightly more uncomfortable than I expected. I haven't seen anyone in a long time actually hanging out, and when I got there, we immediately started playing board games. I thought there would be some 'catching up', but it felt like everyone wanted to just act like we were still close friends. Also, being everyone for the first time in a while reminded me of how immature everyone still is. They were taking shots, screaming, and smoking a lot. At my age, I just think I'm not about the energy that they have going on. I don't expect to hang out again. I honestly don't know if I expect to be invited again. That's ok though, I hope I don't get invited.