All to well and random thoughts that pop into my head

Bucket list idea of the day :go on a train ride in Colorado during the holiday season. Possibly move to Colorado. My company has a property over there so I might consider moving. Colorado seems like a beautiful place to live. That or Arizona or Washington....

Goal: I really need to saving up more money. If I want to travel the world in gonna need some money. I have some saved up but I need more for sure. that is if I want to go seem the sequoia trees in California, or The Grand Canyon, Bali, Niagara falls, The Pyramids etc.

Should I make Tamales for Thanksgiving? I don't like turkey. I made Lasagna one year and last year I just made some ham. I don't have any family here except my husband brother and grandma. So it does get very lonely during the Holiday seasons. Everyone is off having their big family celebration and then there is just us three. It fine. It just miserable sometimes. I miss how it was back in the day. With my mom, dad, brothers and sisters...  I wish I had enough money to see my dad for Christmas. Sadly it is not in the budget right now.  I haven't seen him or my mom in about two years. Life of an immigrant is like that sadly. I feel that American don't understand that. They complain about not seeing their families because of covid but the Hispanic that are here illegally may never see their family ever again. How can they? If they cross the border they can't get back in. Most of us just spend the holiday seasons alone of with a random friend. While everyone else back home is all together having a blast. Here we are just alone and sad. Cherish your family. You never know what is going to happen. one day you are a happy family and the next day your parents are divorced and both live a millions miles away from you so it is impossible to go see them. Unless you are a millionaire your sister live in another country as well and then its just us three sad ducks that try to make the best out of the situation. At least the friends giving will be fun I hope. Appreciate those friends that feel like family. 

There will be a eclipse on November 19th. I am going to try to stay awake for it. Looking up at the stars and moon is something I enjoy. Nature is beautiful. 

Enough rambling for today. Bye