realization why my drawings suck

today I have come to the realization of what's wrong with my art/drawing 

the problem is I lack composition, I suck at them like literally. What is composition you ask?

• Composition in art is the way in which different elements of an artwork are combined. In general, this refers to the key subjects of the artwork and how they are arranged in relation to each other.
   right now I am making this blog without any knowledge of composition, therefore I am not sure about what i am writing here right now. (im lazy and you should know that) 
  
  i feel stupid for just realizing this now because ever since i was a kid i have been drawing ALOT.
  and as i grew i began to wonder "why does this drawing SUCKS" with the most disgusted face expression you'd ever see.
  
  i never thought of this as alot but now SIGHHHH i never thought learning this would be tiring, not to mention color theory... OAFHOEIFHOEIFHPFH