I’m too f*cking old all of a sudden.

I just felt it out of nowhere.

I suddenly feel a tasteless air that could only be attained from a complete lack of hope.

Is this failure? 

I feel like this is a new beginning.

No fear left to stand in my way.

Only those who’ve experienced the other side of desperation know what I’m talking about.

I think “excitement” is only afforded to those with a support system, unfortunately. We’re all boring until then.

That’s what they don’t tell you.