im back in school!

im currently in lunch rn at school im so happy because i got discharged from program last week on friday!! i sit next to my friend (not name dropping) babybell224 theyre so awesome sauce 

my boyfriend is going to texas this weekend i know he doesnt want to go but i hope he has a good time there.

i got a flip phone which is pretty cool! and annoying... typing is so annoying because i have to click the number like 3 times to get the letter. but it's pretty cute!! its helping me get off my phone and spend more time out of my room. no more rotting in bed!!! 

cds: my dad gave me a cd and im so happy because its the nirvana mtv live in new york cd im so happpyyyy my favorite song on it is "the man who sold the world" i like that he made mistakes when playing it (kurt cobain) it made it feel more like idk real. celebrities are real people too!! 

im starting to read the goldfinch again. its really good. im having a hard time followung whats going on since i havent read it in a while. theres not many annotations for about 100 pages becauwse i was reading it while i was inpatient and i didnt feel like annotating with a marker (pencils are not allowed on unit)

i have hope that i wont be hospitalized again!! at least not any time soon... i have more willingness to get better so im gonna try and keep myself out of there as long as i can!! :3 school is a lot less stressful than i remember it being. im gonna start this new medicine i forgot what its called but it lasts for 12 hours at the most so thats good! i hope i can focus more in class because its been hard. adhd goes crazy

my doctor also raised the dose for my prozac to 30mg. im kind of sad because abilify and prozac mixed together cause weight gain so thats upsetting :( but itll be ok!!

ok bye i have class in like two minutes bye!!!