mood: nervous :<

ughhhhhh i finally had a job interview but i had to postpone it last minute due to an emergency and now i'm nervously checking my phone every minute for a reply from the interviewer.. i'm so nervous. i hope he's ok with postponing. 

i really like this job and it pays better than my current one, and with more consistent, yet shorter, hours. dream job.. 

no one else is getting back to me and i've just been rotting at home. i'm trying to make the best out of my time and be productive by working out and taking online courses and upskilling but for some reason i still feel so indolent and worthless.. something something capitalism something..?

really hope he replies soon.. and that he's understanding.. and still willing to give me a chance next monday..