the high road or the HIGH road

ive learned many things in the last few years 

nothing about myself 

maybe theres nothing new 

or maybe from the tiny blues

will the stars still shine the same

what does stopping make me gain

ive learned the golden rule 

but to expect it would make me a fool 

im swimming but the sea is still over my head will no sign of coming up

am i going to shore or stuck in a riptide 

the waves or moving me but i dont know where 

im trying to learn to be myself and not (insert emo male lyricist)

their lyrics usually explain how feel before i even can 

fall out boy said it best "i can write it better than you ever felt it "

is that a sex joke? or emotions? or both?

thats another way i want to be them 

how can you write sex and emotion jokes in the same entendre

it makes no sense 

are sex and sadness two sides of the same coin 

i only know one but i dont want to keep it  that way for too long 

its really making my life difficult 

i think theyre the evil twins of love and misery 

both i know way too much about 

theyre in my head and in my bed much like i wish she was

im going to end this on that note, love 

domithy chalamet or domster (depends if im in love or not by morning)

P.S. Happy valentines day to me and my day one, the ransom note i forgot to pay 5 years ago thats stuck with me now. XOXO minus the kisses