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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

 I know no really cares but I figured I'd let loose about meeting Peter and how that went.  Its been a little while  now and well alot has happened.  I did In fact meet up with Peter and we became great friends, we were in the dating stage but now I feel as if I ONLY want to be his friend.  I met up with Peter before Christmas and on Christmas.  We became close and intimate.  I kind of regret that now if im being honest.  Really alot has happened and we would spend so much time together, like constantly at each others houses and sleeping in the same bed.  I began to eat at his house and stay over superrr late.  I even stayed with him after he had surgery!!!! honestly I regret everything...ONLY because I wish we became friends first instead of being intimate with each other.  I really adore him and think we should be friends.  We are both not ready for a relationship and I can tell.  Also there is soooo much more I would love to tell but I don't wanna air this mans dirty laundry.......  Hes a good guy to me but to my friends, he's a Lovebombing weirdo.  Peter has said he wanted to meet my friends before.  Wait wait wait... Im going off on a tanget and Im too high for this rn.  Sorry.........