blowfly girl is so real.........

tw bugz!!!!!!!!!!

now, me personally, i don't think i'd ever be brave enough to act on those fantasies the way she did. i'm not into human waste part, just the maggot part. gosh, ts is so interesting lolololololol 

is it weird to be into this? i mean yeah, plus i've had many weird par*philias in my life. v0miting for example, er0guro even. not proud of any of that ofc, i don't think i've ever actually confessed to being into that before. digital footpring blahblahblah, but i doubt anybody's gonna check the blogs on my damn spacehey account so it's all good yk? 

maggots, decay, all that stuff. i've been into the thought of someone doing stuff to my corpse on many occasions too, and im not sure where that came from really. i don't wanna explore my weird ftshes, im not ready for that. also i might have done it to the thought of someone taking 4dvantage of me while i'm h4nging d34d on a noose. im not thrilled abt experiencing pain exactly, if i could i'd numb myself of any pain and just feel the way insects are eating at me. i've done my fair share of sh and have worked up quite the pain tolerance, but i dont think having those critters inside me would feel um nice. wound-f4ck1ng is also one of my fantasiez 4 some reason.  maybe when i turn 18 or older i'll think abt unpacking that.

and her mindset is just so idk, real?? like yes girl i feel the same way; pigs, you and me both. she's wayyy older than i am, and from what i've heard she's really nice. i wouldnt dare do the things she does, but i kinda admire her dedication. i seriously wish her the best. this probably isnt the platform to talk abt this, but i dont wanna discuss it with anyone atm. i dont wanna go on 4chan or reddit like some loser either. maybe i AM a loser for this but whateverrrrr! X_x 

"other girls have babies, but i gave birth to decay and filth" such a raw line...

if you unfollow me 4 this post that's okay btw!!! i totally get that, and hope u have a nice day :P

i dont rlly like people who capitalize on their prphlias but i just had to get this off my chezt. there's so much more to say, so much on my mind, but i'd prolly get banned for saying that stuff!!! 

ok this is the end of this post, until then, cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

bugz on my nutz!!!!!!!