stimming boards

im not autistic or anything but i love stimming boards with my heart and soul. like how can you not?? i dont know what they do to me, its almost like i want to put my dick in the slime yk. not in a sexual way i just wanna try it out. or like eat those foam blocks with the slime in them. it just makes me want to fucking vibrate. like when someones anxiety is so bad you can feel it in your stomach but in a good way. makes me want to throw up aesthetically. shit gets me tweaking