I WANT TO EXPLODE GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I met this cute boy around my age who had like one of the best jokes and a really good personality (and he was gay like me!!!!!!!!!!!) problem is I got too shy and couldnt ask him to give him my phone number... I missed a huge bullet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to explode NOW!!!!!!!! Im going to same place tommorow to see if i can meet him now... if not. GRRRRRRR!!!!