I hate highschool / everyones a cunt / my age is a prision

I know I always say this but I gotta stop coming on this site and then disappearing for ages. Anyways I hate high school. I know everyone says this but I truly mean it. I regret not dropping out. I'm just so tired of it. It's stressful, I hate the work, I never learn anything, I hate the people, I hate guys, It's boring, etc etc. I hate hate hate when people tell me I'm going to want to be a teen again. No, I won't. If you say that to me you definitely don't know me or understand me because if you knew what I've gone through you'd understand why getting out of high school and turning 18 means so much to me. My age is a prison. My age keeps me with my abusers. My age keeps me stuck with people who don't even care to care about me. My age keeps me in the middle of nowhere. My. Age. Is. A. Prison.