NOT exciting stuff (slightttt vent)

tw: foul language or smthing idk

SO I felt likr rlyyyy hungover today bcus of last night. i alsooooo realized for the 6000000 time that i have a crush on the SAME FUCKING GIRL!!!!!!!!!! and shes "conflicted" and just "doesnt know yet" like if you dont like me just say it. bcus istg she KNOWS i like her. weve been friends for like 3 years now sooooo im just the boy bsf. like istg im so mad rn. like whyd i have to shave my head and look the way i do. idk. like now that ik she prolly doesnt like me for the 900th time imma self-sabotage and slowly distance myself from her or smthing. like i gave her my MOMS BRACELET. but its wtv. shes "just conflicted rn" this is bs. wednesday is gonna be ASS!!!