All for us- Topic #1 suicide

Welcome to all for us blog #1

Like the title said im going to be sharing my suicide attempt, again

TW Suicide & drug mentions!

So, suicide, our dear friend, a spirit, a manipulator, one that makes you go wild, makes you cry, makes you hopeless, pitch black.

I want to help prevent this toxic relationship for you all, so, i decided to share my story.

October 15th,2022

This day was the day I was trapped

Stuck

Numb

I took around a whole bottle of pills

I didn't care what they were

I didn't care about the aftermath

All I knew was I wanted to die, I wanted that sweet sweet death

Next thing you know I'm awake, in a hospital, parents crying, friends weeping, and most importantly, Alive

Warm and cold at the same time, it was a weird feeling

I wanted to cry but I could pull myself to do it all I could do was stare and think

“Why would I do that?”

If I did succeed i would've been gone

GONE…

I regretted it

Im still healing

I can't face the world the same

Am I over-exaggerating?

In my situation, no

But everyone is different

So please look for help when you feel down

Dont face it alone

XOXO, Bianca

Please call or text 988 when you are in need dont be afraid to reach out for help

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