im losing my fucking mind!!

I've tried linking up with all these dudes but they either pussy out or just don't pull up, it drive me cray that my needs aren't being met rn. i never go this long without dick. i remember i came home halfway through a date because the guy got to scared at how "confident and eager" i was to do it. like?? wtfff. i need more bud too....and alcohol...or cigarettes..i just need my shit back in order. ~✩