what in the FUCK is frightened, located at the club ??

december 27, 2006

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today, i saw this hotshot band everywhere and everyone is talking about it.. but why is it so popular? what even is 'these four twinks hit the dance floor' about? from what ive seen so far, its just another emo band, baby, give me a break!! it doesn't even have wit.. and these long title names?? it's so annoying and unnecessary. some of the songs chime in on my car's radio.. it's so emo. one time, i was driving around the corner of 4th and freemont street where there was a motel, i had to walk somewhere downtown, but there was this burlesque queen who even asked my name.. that happened on my way to pick up my prescribed pills. after off setting the shakes, and walking back to my car, i hear this annoying voice going off on my radio.. i was tapping my feet to the beat because it was kind of catchy.. but no. just another emo band, that's all. i saw on the news today that the weather today, is slightly sarcastic, with a good chance of A. Indifference or B. Disinterest, in what the critics say? what the hell is that supposed to mean?? not that im emo or anything but, sometimes, i feel as if im alone in this bed, house, and head.. sorry.. i think i lost my train of thought. where was it that we last left off? oh yeah, my day. well, anyways, today is the day that i am now of consenting age!! i'm overall joyous but, why did today revolve around some hot band of awkward teen emo twinks? next week, i'm going to a wedding, ugh, i don't wanna! but, the reason why i want to go is because i heard that the poor groom's bride is a whore!! cannot wait to see how that goes down. imagine if the poor groom's conscience shows up and takes this wedding in a very interesting way to help him understand his fiancé isn't the woman to be. just a thought. i have to get on my train soon, the conductor is beckoning. i just got on the train. the lights are dim. i look outside and i see raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses. that sounds.. wonderful? what am i even saying? this makes no sense. sounds like something that emo wannabe band would sing.. or write. well, i'm going to be gone for awhile, hopefully the cabaret accepts me. if they do, i know i'll be praying for love and a lap dance.. and paying in naiveity. after all, any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering. 

(something that popped in my head, enjoy the references)