Mere rant

Today was a good day, I enjoyed it, but I have some questions, like, are all my real-life friendships worth it? Am I just being selfish? So many questions but no answers -_-

Like, nothing wrong happened between me and them today, but I don't feel the presence of my best friend anymore because sometimes (pratically everyday) she just disappears and gets all weird because she just wants to kiss her boyfriend, I understand that they are a couple but it's a very annoying situation because she ends up being weird with me, stressed until she gets what she wants and when she gets it, she just disappears.

There are other problems involving other friends but I don't want to talk about them.

Judging from outside, am I being selfish?

Anyway, everyone have a good night and don't be haunted by cruel doubts (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡