High school and hystérectomie

How on earth am I supposed to be able to focus on schoolwork when my entire body is revolting against me? Truly, why must this occur every 28 days. Sometimes I wonder if Eve was just as pissed about this. I mean, Lilith definitely was. Also why do i know about that. I dont believe in god. Ah well. Still a good point to be made. Pure exhaustion is the feeling I can describe. Exhaustion, pain, and aches. God, my back hurts for no reason. Why does this happen? Such bullshit, honestly. The future is female but fuck periods, I wish to never have one ever again. Ah well. I had a thought about vampires the other day which may be what caused this, but would vampires have periods? Technically speaking, they are undead creatures, but they also consume blood so it would still be in their system. God, I honestly don't know what im talking about. I'm so exhausted - I got barely any sleep last night. I was re-reading pete's livejournal as per usual. He said something about wanting to swim in vitamin water, and it kept me up wondering if he ever actually acheived this goal, he's done enough random stuff to. I think i'd like to swim in vitamin water too. I wonder if it's maybe make me feel less sick constantly. I have class with my two favourite people next, although the pure sick feeling i have isn't a lovely experience - i might end up going home early. I'd apologise but I've been going nonverbal and rocking back and forth all day, although I don't think I'll be picked up unless the school forces my parental units to come and actually collect me. Ah Well, I'll catch up on it all eventually. I've been saying that for so long maybe itll be true at some point? My adhd needs to chill out enough for me to focus on my schoolwork, but high school is in no way the end of the world. Neither is being alone forever. I think I might play 2048 for the remainder of my class. It's only 10 minutes but that's enough time for me to play for a bit and be able to speak to my teacher about my non verbal energy going on today. Have a good superbowl americans and and alright tuesday to the australians. everyone else be glad you arent here .