It is what it is

I am coming to terms that I am easily forgettable to people. I can die today and no one would really care. I am also coming to terms that I don't have any friends that I can personally go to . They all have lives and stuff, I can dissappear or die and it wouldn't effect them cuz I'm the throw away friend I am easily replaceable they have other friends they do and care more of. I am just here tho with no one not even family.... Maybe I should just disappear it'll be best for everyone