love!

im loosing it i swear i cut myself too much this time i really fucked up i really fucked up i really fucked up i shouldnt be allowed to live i should fucking kms it's just a few steps away

hiiii! my arms are pretty bloody and its taking a lot of effort to type but thats alrrr!! What's worth it is the effort right? Honestlyyy, I should prolly just shut up and say what I wanted to already and stop boring everyone like an idiot!

today was actually so fucking horrible i lost it i feel so empty im slowly going insane my arms are shaking hahahahhahahaaha isn't it so funny it really is im such an idiot lmfaooooo!

he made me cry i lost my 3 week no cutting streak because of him

but it's my fault

he has depression and im not caring enough im such a shitty person

im going to rip myself apart

there's more room for more cuts everywhere

Man, I'm so boring. Honestly I should try and be more cooler! More better! More entertaining! I need to make people laugh and be happy!

But I don't deserve it, I'm a horrible person.

Buuuuuuut everyone else deserves to be happierr! Nobody deserves to have to go through so much!

(except for me. don't even try to include me please im horrible im actually so fucking dumb and worthless i cause nothing but problems for everyone around me)