Bulimia SUCKS

As the title says, yup, I have Bulimia and it's shit, I fucking hate it, but I can't stand the idea of being Fat or ugly, I've been getting so many comments from "friends" and classmates over my body, and I just couldn't stand it, two month ago, I started eating as much as I could, then vomiting, everyday the same, my mom discovered this, and brought me to a psychologist, and she told my mom I had Bulimia, and well, my mom was sad, she told me I'm beautiful the way I am and that I didn't need to change myself, but well, I don't believe her, nor anybody that says it, sorry for yapping about this, I just needed to tell anybody