Haircut

I got a haircut today and it's horrible, it doesn't look good untied and don't let me mention the tied one.. My mom thought she really killed it but she just killed my self esteem I look so horrible id rather break all the windows in the world than to go out like this, I have 1 week of school left until vacation what am I going to do?..

I already had bad self esteem and just got used to another way to style my hair and I WAS HAPPY then she just put the scissors in my hair and fuck it all up, I cannot, I really want to get sick I hate my hair 

She laughs about it but it hurts so much, my relatives think it's pretty, some of my 'friends' do too but I really don't like it, maybe I'm blind or maybe they don't want to ruin my feelings ( they're already ruined) 

I don't get why my mom just, cut it, it's humiliating to think about going to school like this how do I get over thiss... 

Can ppl with shitty haircuts tell me what 2 do?..