I hate Valentines Day

I’ve never hated Valentines Day when I was younger. You’d give valentines to everyone in your class and the good ones had candy,mom and dad would probably do something together, our school sometimes gave heart shaped sugar cookies during lunch and everything was amazing.

I fucking hate Valentine’s Day now that I’m in a relationship. I’ve been looking forward to seeing my boyfriend on Valentine’s Day because it’s our first Valentine’s Day together. This is both of our first Valentine’s Day WITH SOMEONE! And have you seen the videos of single people saying they’re training seagulls or pigeons or something to poop on couples on Valentine’s Day? I genuinely want to do that because why the fuck do they get to do what I’ve wanted to do since I started having crushes on people?

I hate how far apart we are. I hate we only see each other once a month if we’re lucky. I hate it so goddamn much it makes me feel single when I’m not.