vent

IM SICK

i dont mean like actually. but i do. i am severly depressed.

im too scared to talk to anyone abt it besides my friends and they all just think im joking. im not.

like i rot in my room on the weekends bcus im a loser. i rarely go outside besides school. like its so romanticized rn too not go outside and rot away and be a "loser bf" or "loser gf" but its not cool, its not losercore. its sad. whats worse is that im not even attractive. im the designated ugly friend. everyone always makes fun of me n stuff bcus of tough love but thats bs. honesty without compassion is cruelty and compassion without honesty is manipulation. theres a middle ground and ppl need to find it. anywho vent/rant over, bye-bye!!!