I guess I'm a Bitch ✨

(the mental representation of the period from September till February)

Hello,

it's been five months since I have last been here. Been trying this adult life for half a year, finally free from the looming threat of debt and disastrous living conditions (3 months!). Yeah I didn't get the greatest start at it. The worst scenario coming to light, actually. But I am at the other side. I survived. And I guess now I'm a bitch. But in a good way. Not the way: leave my alone my villain end of people pleasing era. But the way: hey I know my boundaries and maybe if I communicate them successfully life doesn't suck as much? And maybe because I've been diagnosed as an autistic person? Yeah. Entered the 24th year of my life successfully. 

But through all this shift I also achieved many things which I would like to remember:

1) I adopted a cat and am awaiting my second cat

2) I learned how to form good friendships and communicate

3) I created a safe space in the impossible times 

5) I became financially stable

6) I live under one roof with my friend and the love of my life

All the mistakes that I've made in my life have led me to this. To something I thought was unreachable for people like me.

For that, I am grateful. 

xx mar