fwawfafafwafaf!!! ;D

aa!! i didn't know there would be other kemono friends fans on the siiiiite!!!! that's so cool!!!!

my only concern is that in typical arai fashion i showed up tooooo laaaaaaaaaaaaate :/ i'm really hoping I didn't because i'd love the chance to make new friends that also like kemono friends... but when i check the last time they were active most were active like over 22 days ago... and that makes me worriieed, see I made a group for kemono friends fans yesterday but i didn't know there would already be a group for it!! it only has 12 members!! and most are like... well,,, not inactive but just.. ehehhheh!!! they aren't super active... between worrying about my girlfriend like crazy (she's been goin' thru a tough time but i won't divulge details >,<) and uni it'd be nice to make some new friends of course... not that i don't like my friends!! its just a bit hard being the only other person other than my gf in the whole friend group to like kemono friends!! ykno!!!but liek...

i'm just not sure if they'll accept my requests or even wanna talkkk i try n' be open as i can with ppl but sometimes i get rly frozen up n' scared to talk and i try n' ignore the message or post and then i see they unadd me or stop talking to me n' it's just... haaaaaard i've struggled a lot with social interactions as of late!! i take pride in my autism/adhd i really do!! but the last 7 months or so have been a real stwuggle... @_@ but!!!!! i'm not giving up just yet of course!! i'm hoping maybe some of those users will come back real soon!!! n' then i can talk to people who like kf just as much as i do!!

i just worry about being creepy... not that i am but i like to get in my own head about being expressive towards other peopleeee and if that makes me weird or nawwwwt, it's rly dumb to care so much abt something like that!! but yknow!!

anywaaaaaaaays toodles for nawoooooow