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There's something that I've noticed and it's that I don't feel the same way as before when it comes to school. Like I enjoyed it I enjoyed the actual classes and I would actually do the work but now ever since this new semester started I am not locked in AT ALL. As I'm writing this im in my algebra class not paying attention like I hate it here I hate this class sm I hate this damn teacher and the amount of times I've tried to change my class is sick like... and they still keep rejecting my request and I'm slowly falling into insanity. I can't bring myself to do any of the work and I dont even understand anything. I used to be top in my class when it came to math but this dumbass teacher has me up n i cant do this. I sit in this class waiting for the time to fly just so i can escape this hell hole. I miss my gf I miss my friends I MISS MY BED. I can't stand this shit no more If i keep this up I'm going to fail these classes n I'm literally gonna die im gonna get the biggest ass beating of the century (unlikely. Im js exaggerating) My parents have set high expectations that i have to meet and so far im not meeting them at all. Im gonna flop so bad this sucks. Every day I sit in every class on my phone either doing duolingo or playing roblox like i did today. like lowk duolingo is so fun I do it every day and I actually enjoy it. I dont even do it for my spanish class or for a grade i just do it because I like it. when im on duolingo it distracts me from everything and I just forget all the bad things around me. My gf told me that duolingo is my favorite thing in the world which is almost real but she got it messed up because its actually my second favorite thing in the world after her. anyways yeah im flopping bad and I hate school now I just wanna get out of here I hate it here its mad hot and I miss my gf and my friends. 

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