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DISTRUPTED.
Im fucked up, but actually im not;
Academics, family, friends
everything is alright,
then what am i worried about?
the world feels distant somehow
Somehow im the world,
im afraid that i'll drown in my own thoughts
Chasing you againts my own words.
it feels that you're fine without me;
And its somewhat assuring.
Whereas our attachment and bonds,
I can see them disappearing.
The silence is like a Poltergeist,
unstabling my soul.
I want to believe that you still need me,
Because, thats all the power i hold.
You act as if you're all strong and cool;
but let me remind you,
IM NOT.
I still have that intense urge to cry to you;
Since the very first time we fought.
Im disrupted by this wall of void;
Consuming my whole and soul,
Trying to make it alive is my only delusional goal.
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Marshmallow_Fluff
Have I become the pretty picture of distress?
Last night sorrow came faster than a heart can break
Common law, common fall, burning was no fun at all
Draw the line every time, lonely is a bitter wine
Open wound doesn’t heal, bitterness is all too real
Always good sabotage, once again and all is lost
Here it comes, something felt, try again with someone else
When it’s gone, sow and till, close in for another kill
One on one, weighs a ton, love the unfamiliar song
Playing house, make it sing, giving away everything
Stop yourself, give in to fear, what if you don’t want it here
I've finally grown accustomed to the sound of the rain
Every time it falls it sounds exactly the same
Sort of romantic, nullifying the pain
Funny how you can't escape a common cliché.
Now when I lay down to sleep I know He’s watching me.
The Lamb’s blood Beneath.
The blood do I live and breathe And move and have my being.
I’m in love with this day
Despite the crows with you I’ll stay
Let the world lose its mind a child’s heart is thine.
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