College

I go to college in August which is actually crazy. I'm majoring in criminal justice and probs gunna minor in legal studies. Saying that is crazy because like....that sounds so professional yet I was just reading smutty fan fictions like 5 minutes ago. IM AN ADULT. I'm not actually an adult I don't think. Legally, yes. But that's weird. I have my LICENSE and I'm going to college. It's kinda nice though, I'm starting to feel like an actual human being. I don't have a car yet, hopefully I can get one soon. As soon as I do I'm moving in with my dad instead of living with my mom. She's low-key very controlling even though I'm literally a legal adult. Once I live with my dad it's pretty much free rein though. My boyfriend still has another 10 months until he's 18 which is a bummer (We only have a 10 month ago gap, it's not weird.) He talking about moving in with each other, idk where or how we're gunna have the money for that. Maybe when he meets my dad, he'll really like him and he'll let my bf live with us for a bit (delusional) 

I still can't believe I'm actually going to university. I'm not scared, just don't know how I'm going to manage to pay for it lolz. It's a private university too. Hopefully I get some good scholarships. The college itself is paying off half my tuition for me. I guess I'm just good like that or something. I guess it's because of criminal justice. I've always had really good grades in the class and I've been in the club for the past 3 years and president of it for the past 2. I was also on the state board lol.