a late zinkop talk (￣︿￣)

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good night* all! 

or should i say morning? i haven't slept.

a small life update:

 i am mega-sleep-deprived and would love to share what (zinkop) has been up to recently. im currently working at an amusement park, and in all honesty, it's my favorite job ever! i work as a ride operator ( ◡‿◡ ) and i thought it would be so scary- but having a team to back me up sure helps.

 safety positions are truly the scary part; but i just have to stay diligent. i still make mistakes everytime i clock in- but it makes me feel better to know that my team members do too. i'm a worry wart and i feel like dispatching is too much responsibility for me, yet here i am. i like to do easy jobs … (￣□￣」)

is it normal to feel nonchalant about rude guests?

embarrassingly enough, i have only worked here since october! and i think that's too long! (* i might be a quitter; but i genuinely enjoy my job and want to work here as long as i possibly can) i got hiredduring peak season! unfortunately, i’m barely getting shifts now and im not making a sustainable living; but im hoping to find roommates eventually- so life is a little easier on me. 

i will say this past year has been a rollercoaster in both a literal and physical sense.. 

otherwise; my life is very boring; i love to draw and have been spending more time editing than usual. 

on another note; i absolutely love watching movies; but why do i feel so lonely watching them by myself? 

most of the time i find myself asking others to watch them with me; otherwise, i get distracted too easily; i wont lie- i think i do this with everything!!!!!

if any of you have some cool movie recommendations or comfort films i’d love to watch; let me know why these films close to your heart! 

i think knowing a person’s favorite song or movie is the best way to get to know someone, and i think being able to see how precious something is to someone is beautiful. 

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not having anything to do has been taking a toll on me; so i try my best to move my boredom onto creative venues.

many people have grown frustrated at my lack of replies or diligence in communication, but maintaining a normal lifestyle can be hard when you go to bed at 9am and wake up around 3pm!

should i go out of my way to improve myself or stay sulking? 

i think we know which one sounds easier (ｏ・_・)ノ”(ノ_<、)

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recently i have been eating up extremely random content online; 

if youre ever bored and feeling silly try checking out this song! 

i may not have the safest of advice but if youre ever looking for a pal; i’ll be online 

goodnight/good-morning, and i will talk to all soon