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i did not date growing up, i am 19 now turning 20 next month and i think i am broken and i dont wrk like otherz. i think i cant connect with my peerz n i think i i am not able to be a girlfriend because i am just so wrong to begin with. anyways i can say confidently say i have only had one 'crush' one person i know i was romantically, sexually, and physically attracted 2. i was 12 when we met, and to this day i still think he is the only person i am all 3 into. my ex, A i was not into at all, didnt knew we were dating. and ex B i was only romantically into and it ruined me and was the worst year of my fucking life omg. kinda wild to think bout imo. i want to fall in love. i want to be in love with someone, and with life again. i just want love.