Choose Life

I am a sad boat man, being sad is easy, it soesnt matter who you are.

or where you are at, you are going to be sad at least for a little while each and every day, theres nothing you can do to escape, some people say you should exercise to keep from being sad, but let me ask you this, what could be sadder than walking by yourself?

It doesnt matter, you are going to be sad and I'm going to be sad and you can't stop it, nothing can. Why not embrace it?

Why not look upon sadness as a gift? rather than a burden.

It's only a thing, everything is only things. they’re not more than that, take sadness for what it is, it is not permanent, it is not everything,

it's just one thing.

Appreciate it while you have it and don't die, nobody ever really dies...

my hands are really cold all the time.

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I wanna drink broth, I want to eat smuckers goober paste all day, Im sad, it doesnt matter, crack an egg on your head and let the spiders run up your arms and be sad.

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my eyes start to hurt if I go too long without doing anything, I hope when I die, I get to spend eternity doing go0d. (ego death=life)

I once listened to a lady read the Bible for two weeks straight. (real)

She never slept or got up from her chair aid or anything. Once a day a boy would come by and wipe her sweaty feet and brown with a rag and cry and splash some water into her mouth. It was tough because she wouldn't look up from the page. She wouldn't stop reading, not for one second until she finished the whole Bible. Anyway, I remember some parts in there where she spoke of heaven and what it's like there. I guess it sounded pretty nice at the time,

but if I could make my own Heaven, I would make it a place that's completely dark ;3 and there's nobody there except for me and I don't have to run or eat or poop or swim across anything. I could just do nothing all the time :)

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