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The tragic symphony of your existence. A pitiful creature plagued not only by severe abandonment issues but also shackled to a yearning for the very individual who ruthlessly defiled the blossoms of your once-prized youth. Akin to that of a rabid dog pining for its neglectful owner, the one who callously abandoned it to decay, only to replace it with a supposedly superior counterpart. The bitterness simmers within you, a cocktail of loathing and longing. Despite the resentment festering within, you can't shake the perverse nostalgia for the days when they were an integral part of your life. Their acts of kindness, the love they once bestowed upon you – these memories linger like a haunting ghost of the past. Now that they've departed, you find yourself plunged into an abyss of emptiness, a numbness that claws at your very core. Desperation sets in, an insatiable urge for their return. And oh, the lengths you're willing to go! A desperate, pathetic mutt, engaging in self-abuse and willingly subjecting yourself to harm, all in the warped hope of drawing them back or finding a suitable substitute. It's as if you wear an invisible sign that screams, "I'm a whimpering mess, please go ahead and trample over me, doe i am your doormat." Your self-worth seems intricately tied to your perceived usefulness to others, a degrading cycle that leaves you in a perpetual state of emotional servitude. How utterly disheartening. 

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