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You guys ever wonder what it feels like when you die or once you are dead?

I know there are people out there who, either part of their religion or just do, believe in reincarnation. Personally, I don't, but I've always wondered what it's like when you die. Do you just not see/hear/think/feel anything forever or is it like, you don't hear or see anything but you have your thoughts? I'm not sure but I want to know so that when I go out, I'll know what to expect. Sometimes I think too hard about this kinda stuff and I can't share it with my parents or therapist or friends because they look at me like I'm crazy. Once, I was talking with my therapist about this and I wasn't looking at he face, but looking back, she was probably super uncomfortable. I was kicked out of the room later when she brought my parents in and I could hear them through the door. She said something about a psych ward and I didn't know what that was at the time, but when I got in the car and asked then what is was, my mom replied very bluntly: "It's a place where people who are mentally ill go." I just about cried. I wasn't sick in the head. I maybe super mentally stable now (sarcasm for those of you who didn't understand the italic and underline) but I've learned not to tell everyone everything I think. It may not help me in the long run, but it keeps me out of the psych ward. (not like I've been there 5 times. I just can't go back to The Brook; I will go uncontrollably insane.) 

But back to the point, comment if you have any ideas or thoughts on what happens after death!