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Oh the pain
It is inhumane
But despite that,
it is euphoric
the feeling is vast
a feeling not many know
but once you feel it,
it will overflow
the rush of adrenaline
as warm blood runs down my arms
the scars on my arms and thighs
the story is long and confusing
and it is one full of lies
But oh the pain
is something i will forever enjoy
and i will forever have masochistic tendencies
but oh how i will feel rejoice
when the pain carves in.
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Marshmallow_Fluff
Last night sorrow came faster than a heart can break.
Common law, common fall, burning was no fun at all.
Draw the line every time, lonely is a bitter wine.
Open wound doesn’t heal, bitterness is all too real.
Always good sabotage, once again and all is lost.
Here it comes, something felt, try again with someone else.
When it’s gone, sow and till, close in for another kill.
One on one, weighs a ton, love the unfamiliar song.
Playing house, make it sing, giving away everything.
Stop yourself, give in to fear, what if you don’t want it here.
I've finally grown accustomed to the sound of the rain.
Every time it falls it sounds exactly the same.
Sort of romantic, nullifying the pain.
Funny how you can't escape a common cliché.
Defend me from those lies.
Defend me from the voices that lie.
Defend me from the arms.
From the cracks in the hall.
And the shadows when they pull and they call.
I still want to hear you.
When you speak.
Now when I lay down to sleep I know He’s watching me.
As I drift I smell blood.
Lamb’s blood.
Beneath that blood do I live and breathe And move and have my being.